Wednesday, July 30

The computer is finally here. But at what cost? I wish it never got delivered and the refund was approved. I'm sick of it and I don't even like the design anyway. I wanted another computer but my dad insisted it sucked. Well apparently this was better but look at how things turned out.

Good thing Chris called and scolded them if not I don't think it would've arrived so 'soon'. And I just reconstructed the events for my dad. They can expect a nasty disappointment letter from him soon. Now I won't be able to get a desktop :( probably I'll ask for one when school starts. Even though laptops are portable I still prefer desktops. Not so prone to problems.

Chris wanted to go to South Korea. He loves the korean culture and everything. But well a trip to Korea isn't cheap. I went once with my family about a decade ago or something. Was too young to enjoy everything properly. I feel bad he can't go because of me. I guess that's :)the way he is, always thinking of me before himself. If he went alone he knows I would go crazy. I almost did the time he went to China.

Separation is hard for me to take D: its a bad thing, but luckily it wasn't enough to drive him away :) He never seems to think about himself. Just of me. I'm lucky :D

I never seem to be able to call him my boyfriend. Maybe its because he's more to me than that. That's why I call him Chris. Sigh these one and a half years have passed so fast. He knows more about me than I give him credit for, so there's really nothing new to tell him. He wants me back to work. But with him in NS its kinda not really worth it.

Eh, I don't know why I keep talking about him in this post. I was just letting my mind wander freely I guess. Nothing much has happened. Well, till the next post then. Cheerio.

michi ]|[ 01:07